Denial.....

'A refusal to agree or comply with a statement; Contradiction' -World English Dictionary. I honestly think that the definition for this should just be 'the worst feeling in the world'. Especially when it involves a person or a relationship. For instance, knowing that a relationship, even one that has been a huge part of  your life for an extremely long time, is destined to end, but hanging on simply because you don't want to admit that it just isn't the same anymore. Or knowing that a close friend that has been basically a sibling to you is beginning to seem more and more like a relationship prospect, but knowing that you can't do anything with it for fear of losing the friendship. It eats away at you, it drives you insane, you feel like everyone can tell exactly what you're thinking even if you're doing your very best to hide it.  It seems like if they knew then you would lose a huge part of your life. Whether said friend realizes it or not, they have a rather large piece of your heart. I can honestly say that I HATE that feeling. Being helpless is one of my least favorite experiences in the world. I guess sometimes we just have to accept it and move on. Don't let anything hold us back. So, here's to not letting anything hold me back <3